Since I made that first step onto the mat, my life has become so much harder. I learnt how to breath more wholly, with depth and calmness, which certainly makes it difficult for me to see my mum hold her breath with anxiety. How can I help her breath properly?
Since I learnt how to open my heart centre, stretch and be free with my soul, I find it so difficult to not love. How could I possibly hold back my soul and my love?
I learnt how to trust and respect my body, to listen to my bodies needs. So it becomes difficult to take that drug that the Doctor insists I have, when I know my body will take care of itself if I am kind to it.
It’s so difficult to eat an animal when I have focused so much of my time on cultivating love for all beings. How could I intentionally kill life?
It’s difficult to care what I wear each day when I know it doesn’t add anything special to the world or make me any better as a person. How can I spend money on things that don’t improve my soul or the world around me?
In fact, everything I use to do with my time; go to bars, gossip, shop, watch TV etc. it all just seems too difficult, when the only place I find true peace and happiness is when I practice yoga.
But most of all, it’s difficult to limit the time I spend on my personal yoga practice in the morning so I can go to a job that serves no purpose to improving this universe or the souls in it. So I quit, my job, and started Go Holistic.
